There's not much going through my head right now except my goals. After the past weekend, I expected myself to fall into a complete binge and curl into a ball of self-pity in my room for weeks. But oddly, I didn't feel anything. Nothing except determination. Ever since I started almost two years ago, it's like I've re-wired my brain. I used to be so sensitive, a big fat ball of pliable dough that anyone could twist and manipulate. Now, it's like I've found my inner strength, something to actually look forward to and give a damn about. I want to live my life, in the body I want. It's that simple. And until then, I have to take every critique and dirty look and stab in the back as fuel.
...these pictures help, too. :D
...these pictures help, too. :D
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